It might sound creepy but I had a dream about you last night not good when I wake up and realized it's just a dream It felt so terrible that I had to put myself back to sleep again and when I'm awake later I asked myself what is this feeling that I still have can't find a word to describe it also I don't know how to deal with it I just let it be there I didn't want to talk about it people can be judgmental they are gonna judge me for being such a loser for not getting over the past it's socially unacceptable isn't it to be so constant You think I'm sick? I think I am but I can do nothing sometimes I want to do something however realizing the gap that exists between us it's better to keep things the way they are and I wish I wouldn't have another dream like this one again good night