Reticular formation of the brain allows people to ignore constant and unchanging information
and become alert to the changes in information
this is what I read from the bio-psychology textbook for my mid term examination
now I know why is it easy to ignore those who are always there for us
and why is it hard to let go of the one who had walked away from us
It's not about my heart
it's all about the brain
maybe it's not the person that makes me care
maybe it's the changes in that person
or the changes in us that my brain wants to pay attention to
some kind of trauma huh
the brain always makes some drama to the mind
reminding it about the past
and for me that's the scariest thing on earth
how you wake up everyday and realize you had lost something very important to you
how you frown almost every night that you neither can go back nor move on
always stuck in this tragedy but pretend living a comedy
I always wanted to try
but something always happened to make me fall before I could really try
what am I suppose to do when every time I try I make a mistake
告诉我
留下来有什么用处
离开你有没有帮助
告诉我
暂停算不算放弃
one thing really bad about my reticular formation is
it cannot figure out what changes are worth me realizing
since it seems like there are no ways we can be how we used to be
I don't understand why
why it cannot function in that way that stop my mind from thinking about the past
why never design the brain to ignore changes I don't want to be aware of
at least not after so long that the same thing can still bother me
like I'm counting every minute and seconds since that dayI hate that my brain actually controls my mind
I want my mind to lead my brain lar
bullshitting my very own Yein's law again
sometimes I think I want to go for philosophy
instead of psychology
since I am good at thinking too much
no no no
both for the best
wait me
:)
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