有些愿望很小 却始终难以实践 大概有些事情不是努力就可以拥有的 就好像回家的感觉 期待一件也许永远都不会发生的事情真的很辛苦 但在发现那是自己唯一想要的东西之后 放弃就更难了 反正自己一点头绪也没有 一直站着就好了 有一天会被时间推着走也说不定 you were never supposed to mean this much to me; I was never supposed to fall so hard. but you know what? I did and that's the truth. that's what keeps me holding on because it hurts like hell to let you go.